It’s Been a Tough One

Hey honey, It’s been a rough night. I keep thinking about you .How much I miss calling you afterschool, going to your house, and telling you every little boring detail of my day. I miss holding your hand, hearing your voice say goodnight, and your kisses. Honestly baby.. I just want to be in your arms. I’m a control freak. You know this.  And not being able to at least partially control when I get to talk to you KILLS me. I missss you. And some people are just so insensitive to my emotions and feeling and I just want to strangle them. But, I’m such I nice person that  I can’t say anything. You see, you used to take care of that for me. Or you would atleast talk things out with me to make me feel better. I just miss you sweetie and...

Day Four: Tyler Ward

Hey Sweetie, I miss you bunches, everyday somebody says something about you and it makes me miss you even more. Yesterday I went to Sara’s house to finish making our fairy wings. They are pretty freaking amazing! Afterwards, I stopped by your house to hang out with your brother for a little bit. Him and your mommy completely cleaned your room. Your bathroom is crazy clean tooooo! I almost cried because it was too different, but then I looked down and saw the little monkey that I gave you when you were sick. It was sitting on your bed. It made me smile reeally big. I didn’t get to see your dad because he was sleeping, but I’m going to Joshy’s game on Saturday. I’ll see him then. They are really making an effort to keep in touch with me...

Gender Bender Day

Baby, today was awful. ): I wore all your clothes and it made me really really miss you. It was the only shirt I had left that smelled like you. It just made me miss you so so much, we also went to Sara’s house tonight to make our fairy wings, they look pretty amazing. They took 3 hours for me to finish on my own though. There is glitter all over me and the garage, I feel like Kesha. I love you, Shannon (:

Wacky Tacky Day

Today was tacky day, it was pretty lame actually.. We don’t have break anymore and so you can’t see everybody’s outfits …so there was like no point at all in dressing ridiculously. I hope your day was good sweet boy. I’m so proud of you. Always, Shannon...

Day One: No Goodnight

Hey sweetheart, Today was the first day. Honestly, it was a struggle.  It seems that the whole world just keeps on going but I’m standing still, stuck in time, without you. I started writing you a letter today in psychology when I realized that I can’t write you a letter yet. I don’t have your address. ): Mrs. Deaton said she thought about you yesterday, she wishes you luck. (She wishes me luck too. Haha.) The hardest part is seriously not being able to say good morning and good night. It really sucks. Those were like my favorite parts of the day. Except for the days that I actually saw you, of course. You are my sunshine, honey bunch. I really don’t have much else to say besides I miss you very very much. I love you verrrry very much. I...

Class Color Day

As you know, It’s spirt week this week and today was class color day. We are the jolly green juniors!! I’m attaching a few pictures so you can see my outfit for today. Love you babe, Shannon...